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TWENTY ONE.

I OWK

Fly.
That's what I feel like doing right now.
moo fly, i want to drop myself from high above. and just float and flip into the air. aaaaaaah

Kuwait carries all seasons in one month
I carry all random moods in one day

My day was very weird today. everything good happening yet there's this bad feeling deep down inside. I'm ignoring.

"Batghada ib Burger boutique"
"intay basssiich, a7is ib yi6la3 min khashmich il burger"
"hahahaha chub"

WELL... IT ALMOST DID!!
la actually, wesal lai mukhi ;p
Kalait sliders 3ala ba6en fathy , Dikht, radet il bait, nimt.
ooo allah lay7asiskum bili 7aseit feeh 3ugub ma gimt in 2 hours!!!!!!!!
I was body without soul , jad, thi3t.
I was supposed to go to grandmothers house, Lebast ay jeans oo ay shirt oo ri7t.
VERY HIGH. I don't know who i was saying hi to. where i was walking, what i was doing, what i was hearing.

Father : Sha3rech 6all
Fayir : Heh.

Aunt: Fajir makaletay?
Fayir: bala. kalait. chan anam. chan agom. chan aye

Seriously? oh did i ?

Uncle: Halaa Fajir
Fayir: hi
Uncle: Mashallah laylahilallah
Fayir: ha?.

What saved my life though was my sister's cupcakes. I didnt know ina what i needed to get back to earth was some SUGAR!!!!!!
I had a cupcake oo cham rocky road, faj2a 9aa7aiiitt !! ;P

and I AMMMM BAREELLYYY BREAATHHIIINGGG, AND I CAN'TT FIND THE AIRRRRR.

I think all teachers should take psychology classes before teaching.

Something with personality, something with how human minds function differently.. seriously.

I have this "instructor" who happens to be a PERFECTIONIST. witmoot 3al details.
oo ana ma asta7mil shay isma details. I prefer not doing the work 3ala ini i do it in details.

When I got my project done she asked me "where are your drafts?"
I said i don't have
she asked me how i got to the "final solution" without drafts? and that she saw me work in class without using GRIDS!!!!
and that I finished the first. I should take more time on it.

well I'm sorry I can't use grids!!! and align every single LETTER. Maynoona ana?

I told her it doesn't matter as long as the "final solutionn" is acceptable. more like .. V.GOOD.
She refused to give me the grade oo asked me to re-do it :/
who cares about the process itha what you get last is perfect?


I remember my art teacher.
She said Draw 14 perfect squares. and use different colors to fill them. and that she wanted to see color harmony.
she did not define perfect.
everyone's definition of perfect was to hold the ruler and the pencil and draw the 14 squares bithab6 kuber ba3ath. and thenn color.
My definition of perfect on the other hand was different than everyone else. I didnot use the pencil nor a ruler. I drew them randomly using the colors only, no pencil border.
and i filled them with what colors I thought matched, Actually, I didn't match anything.
i used all the colors i had. randomly.
and called her "I'm done"
she came to me. held my sketch book, looked at it for a while then smiled.
"It's you" she said.
"is it good?" i asked
"very good" she said. and left

Now hathy, I tell you.. She studied psychology.
Ifhamat my whole personality from squares :
"She must be fast, random, doesn't work with details, not a perfectionist, careless...yadayadayada"

Now le'anna my OTHER stupid ins. didnot study psychology.
ra7 asawee il Final the way she wants "USING GRIDS, WITH A MILLION DRAFTS before the final thing"

oo ra7 ante7er during or after the process.

Entertainment Interstitials. Last post before I welcome you to Twentyuno

Min il malal wilghlega, I'm posting Twenty's Finale. ;P

Sayra kila bed head min kithr inoom. oo all messy at all times. but life's so good this way. believe me, try it.

Finals week next week oo kila tasleem projectss! waray a huge one oo widiie anam wa7lim eni sawetah wagoom algah jahiz.

One of my instructors sarlaha a tragedy ib bedayat il semester. fa sarat wayed 7anoona oo kil our quizes khalat'hum Openbook, literally, every single quiz, yimkin 5 aw 6. fa i7na 7adna imkayfeen WALAKIN... lil'asaf .. Te3awadna 3al wath3 chithi !!! oo twaqa3t ina 7eta il final beseer same style. but sadly..
I received an Email from her "Be aware of the fact that your final exam is a closed book, closed notes and certainly an individual effort. I wish you all the best of everything."
this is depressing :/ .. Laish y3ne? laishh ??? Kamlay ma3rooofich :/
etdali3na etdali3naa b3dain itge6 3alaina 7adeed!! eff.

MABE AGIS SHA3REE!!!
My split ends saraw wayed oo they NEED to be cut off asap. bas kil ma aroo7 agis'hum, il idiots igisoon big chunks, oo yegsar wayed!!
Last time i cried for a haircut "when i loved longer hair", i was around fifteen, now i love long hair again, oo mabee il nightmare yetkarrar!!
I googled "getting rid of split ends"
wesalt il 6areeqa gheir 6areqat il salon :
Take the portion of your hair that has split ends. Twist it (like a wringing motion). Cut/trim the hairs that stick out of the chunk of twisted hair. Be careful, you don't want to cut a chunk of your hair off.
I'm trying this tonight.


I'm losing track of what're things made for. kila min cartman! who sleeps in the bath tub.
I use books as coasters, handcream for skin burns.. o mara7 akamil :p


Lulu jogs too....

oo mishta66a ba3ad bint il kalb!!!! I LOVE HER!!!


I need to slow down. Ma waray shay .. LAISH IL RAKTHA???
eb mukhii kila i think waray shay. fa i walk fast, talk fast oo finish everything fast. zain laish?
b3dain i sit and wonder "why did i end this conversation quickly?"
"why did i come here ibser3a oo i have to wait for a whole hour?" hmmmm.. abee 7al 7ag hal mushkilaa!! I never take my time in anythinngg
7etaa if im in a restaurant aw shay i think "yallah i have to eat and finish quickly oo go" inzain go where bithab6??
oo even on the phone .. i look forward for the word bye? zain LAIISH??!
What do i do to slow things down and calm my thoughts? Enlighten me people...

Lasttt but not leaaast.
I'll leave you with Duffy till June ;P














*Sleeping Beauty Goes back to sleep*

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Fayir.